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Casey's Rant

Casey-Jo - Episode9

We're on lockdown at The Loser Loft because of someone else's selfish actions. The sun is shining outside, there's fresh air here in Mississauga, and I just want to go for a long walk, I have no clean clothes and yet I'm stuck looking at four walls. Good riddance Larissa. I hope you get what you deserve since we're all paying for your actions.

Erik is a snake and is rewarded as a god in the top three. He has an ugly personality. OPEN YOUR EYES!! He should be removed from the top three and they should bring two from the Loser Loft back on, perhaps MOI and maybe Tim or Nathalie? Friggin' Erik. You guys will have no idea what I'm really talking about, just trust and believe.

I hate the picture of us kissing online; it was a set up and it's a stupid show, get over it, I'm sick of being asked and speaking about it! He used me to his advantage to gain attention and I hate that. So many people did that. He has no credibility because he has people fooled that he likes me when he really has a girlfriend in California. Oh what, didn't know that? Yeah, you must have missed that between where he was pretending to like me to get noticed and where he was being a deceiving scum ball. I never liked him, I was just trying to be nice, but that obviously was the wrong choice on my part.

Some people I'm more than disappointed in. They're playing this game WAY too well.
I signed my life away for this show, I'm a fool. Bitter much? I've become even more of an emo cry baby. The show is so dramatic. There are so many double standards and the hypocrisy is just redonkulous! Like I said, trust and believe (me). My audition video was all me. I didn't shave my balls behind a little piece of paper. I didn't rely on a stupid west coast catch phrase or interview someone famous. I didn't use my sexuality as a crutch nor did I light my nipples on fire or tell people to come onstage and make out with me. I think that anyone who had a fun audition tape like me has been given the shaft. I miss all the real people in the beginning: Jen and Luke (two very hilarious fun people), Angie, Katrina, Zach. Hell, even Chris was himself, amusing and weird, but still real man.

I want to be a MuchMusic VJ because I want to be different than what it's becoming. They've had some good VJs in that past but now it seems it's gone a little off. Where's the passion for MUSIC!? (This is what it's ALL ABOUT dudes). I'm that new face that's not afraid to be myself. I'm not paper thin, I'm never fake, and I won't compromise who I am as a person, especially before all of this. I want to get people thinking and I want to be entertaining in a CJ way, not in a reality TV BS way. I don't feel like I'm cared about as a person at all, just a non-paid wanna be contestant that can be used to the whomever's advantage, exploited and manipulated as they please. I'm not trying to be ungrateful because many people would love to be in this position; it's just nothing what I would have expected.

I hope people are cheering me on and I will continue to stand up for what I believe in and what I think is right. Sigh. Will this be over soon? Oh, my friends, it's only just begun. And I have a cavity, OH CRAP. My first one after 21 years, what a bittersweet time I'm having, haha. I need my back cracked cuz I'm permahunched...oh dear. ‘Come on, stay on the up up up Casey-Jo,' she tells herself. ‘It's what everyone else would want. Stay fun, keep shining.' Everyone's so high strung and stressed out here, it's really hard to stay positive. I'm doing the best I can. I wish I had some sweet words to read... one day, one day. Right now I just want my free will back. Keep on rockin in the free world. I'll see you all reallllllllllly soon since I'm such a La-who-sa-hur.

Comments

Regardless if you come back or not, don't let it get you down. You got to spend time doing something a lot of people like yourself dream of doing and though it was rough a lot, it is a hell of a learning experience for you. And you're still so young too, don't forget that, you have so much time to move on from here and find other great things too.
I liked you and Tim the best and it was pretty disappointing to see you both go at once, not even justified well, but whatever. Can't win 'em all.
Good luck to you Miss Casey-Jo whether you come back or not. I thought you would have been a damn cool VJ.

- Jeff

Posted by: TheMarf at March 27, 2006 10:58 PM

Casy.
I understand where you are comming from
But still You were really harsh to Erik.
Like he went TO hug you Then you gave him
the hand sake. Yeah You are beeing a bit of a baby right
now. I mean instead of showing Canada your
Some emo Baby. Show them you want this so
They will vote you back..
The way your showing it. I personally wouldnt.... =\

Posted by: Irena at March 27, 2006 11:24 PM

Casey Jo, your blog only reinforces how much of a bitter and immature person you are. Stop insulting other people and concentrate on yourself for a change.

And your obsession with Erik borders on ridiculous. Grow up.

Posted by: TheIleostomyKing at March 27, 2006 11:37 PM

I think Casey Jo should get back on, I mean it's true a bad hair style that can't really be fixed is enough to shoot anyone's pride. When you feel like crap you aren't exactly going to be all bubbly to everyone. Everything B4 the hair cut was great. She isn't like the other Barbie look alikes that Much has taken on. What happened to the attitude? As for Erik...What's the deal with the "What can ya say?" line? ENOUGH ALREADY! Plus the guy smiles and squints too much on camera, I can smell the fakeness from MB and really, if he wins, you better believe it there's no way in Hell I'll be watching Much for a very long time. Casey Jo, just have fun and screw the rest, you can't be an incredible person when you're fighting with yourself, be honest and be about you. Cheers!

Posted by: bitter_n_sarcastic at March 27, 2006 11:52 PM

Casey.. Weither you get voted back on or not, you don't need to let it get you down. After this is all done you can come back to B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L Vancouver Island eh? =] [You've got my vote to come back on!] Me and my friends all think your the best!

Stef

Posted by: Stefanny <3 at March 28, 2006 12:13 AM

Casey Jo, you are doing a great job. I like your integrety. My comment: get the book "The Walrus Theory" NOW. There is a lot of guys like Erik in that business, so if you want to work in that business learn to deal with them professionally, elegantly and with poise, right now! It is not too late...

Yes, it is bad that you had to deal with it in the public eye and in a job interview. Yes, it is aweful you are going through a full emotional roller coaster due to it while going through major haircut changes. But it is not worth it to loose your dream by trying convincing others about how bad he is...

Lots of women when through what you went through with no proof of how a jerk the guy was. You have a proof. We saw. Any women that went through what you went through understands. Trust me. Anyone else will never understand your roller coaster of emotion. I do. Stop bitterness now. Listen. observe. and badmouth less. Get that job for all of us women that met a guy just like pseudo Walrus Erik. Don't take weeks to get over it cause that won't change him. Trust me. You can't change this type of guy...

Posted by: Loracroft at March 28, 2006 12:39 AM

quote "Erik is a snake and is rewarded as a god in the top three. He has an ugly personality. OPEN YOUR EYES!! He should be removed from the top three and they should bring two from the Loser Loft back on, perhaps MOI and maybe Tim or Nathalie? Friggin' Erik. You guys will have no idea what I'm really talking about, just trust and believe."

i totally saw it
erik is so fake.
they reward him
and say "he's so flawless"
when he steals everyones idea's
and its a complete jerk.
i would NEVER want to see him as a VJ
i'd lose so much respect for much music
if he was the new VJ.
he doesnt deserve this
he just wants it for the fame
so his ego can grow a little bit more.
i dont care what any of these people say
you werent harsh to him
and your not bitter.
your super cool so good luck in the competition!
and totally agreed
kick erika out
and bring back you and tim!

xo. linds.

Posted by: beauty.xo. at March 28, 2006 12:39 AM

I just had something to say that I hope you don't take the wrong way because I can totally see myself reacting the same way you did if I were in your situation. I really don't think you're ready at this point to be a VJ and it has nothing to do with your skills. The judges were right when they said that you have great field skills and really? That's not an easy thing for most. The problem I see is how you deal with people you don't like. The judges may not have seen what kind of guy Erik really is, but the audience has. Everyone I've talked to about the show has met at least one guy like that. They have the stereotypical good looks and some charm and think they should get everything because of it. Unfortunately, the business is FULL of them and if you really want to be on t.v., you have to learn to deal with them. I don't mean put up with their shit or let them treat you badly, but there is a time and place for everything and a lot of the mistakes I saw you make seemed to be based on your hatred of Erik. I'm willing to bet money that you're dreams will come true and you will be involved with television and music, I just don't think that's going to happen for you now. I only say this as advice, not as a jibe.

As a sort of aside, don't let people get to you about complaining about your hair. I know it seems petty, but when you have to go infront of a large group of people and impress them (and in your case this was a VERY large group of people to say the least), you have to feel good about yourself and if you don't feel like you look good on the outside, then your confidence falls. Everyone knows that, whether they'll admit it or not.

Good luck!

Posted by: lexa_kate at March 28, 2006 01:25 AM

Casey Jo, you should get voted back into the pent house for sure, for them to be keeping that snake Erik in and kicking you and Tim out is simply a crime. Are the judges not thinking about who Canada wants to win this competition, obviously not because in that case Erik would have been gone a while ago. And to all the people that are being pissy about Casey Jo bitching about her hair cut, think about what u would do if someone forcefully gave you a mullet, yeah i'm sure u wouldn't be too happy either. Actually the episode that you got voted off i had decided that I would not watch the show anymore until i heard at the end that there would be a possible chance that you could get voted back on. You should be the VJ you have the look, the skills, and the knowledge to do it, so you have my vote. Good luck

Posted by: melanie at March 28, 2006 02:48 AM

Casey Jo, you should get voted back into the pent house for sure, for them to be keeping that snake Erik in and kicking you and Tim out is simply a crime. Are the judges not thinking about who Canada wants to win this competition, obviously not because in that case Erik would have been gone a while ago. And to all the people that are being pissy about Casey Jo talking about her hair cut, think about what u would do if someone forcefully gave you a mullet, yeah i'm sure u wouldn't be too happy either. Actually the episode that you got voted off i had decided that I would not watch the show anymore until i heard at the end that there would be a possible chance that you could get voted back on. You should be the VJ you have the look, the skills, and the knowledge to do it, so you have my vote. Good luck

Posted by: melanie at March 28, 2006 02:49 AM

I really hope people don't vote you back in. I got so sick and tired of your whining about Erik and your hair. Not to mention when you were mad whenever Erik won a challenge and chose to call him a douchebag to the band. IMMATURE. (I am not a huge Erik fan, but that was tasteless.)You are VERY immature, from what was shown on the show. As a trained journalist who worked hard for the title, you make me sick. If I was your employer I would have canned you so many times. The Molly Simms interview was painful to watch. People have been all over Frank for the drinking, etc. At least Frank wasn't a whiny baby and didn't use his hair as an excuse for why he couldn't get a job done. Get over yourself. GO FRANK!

Posted by: sarahc at March 28, 2006 04:43 AM

Stop Complaining. I hope Erik wins just so you can stop talking.

Posted by: Get-over-it at March 28, 2006 08:41 AM

Casy-Jo....You were my favourite alongside Sean. I really thought you could bring something to this station instead of Leah, Matt, Sarah, and Devon (actually, Devon isn't so bad.) But ever since George got off the air, I was really hoping for another VJ like him. That was you. Now your gone. I hope they vote you back on. To be honest, I think is Erik is horrible bastard. He's pure evil (and I am the most evil, sadistic, phycotic, hyper person you'll ever meet.) Well, I hope you or Sean win. Godd luck.

Posted by: Tokijinn at March 28, 2006 10:07 AM

Hi Casey-Jo,

I just voted for you, hon, even though I love Tim, Frank and Sean, I just had to vote for you- in the beginning you were so funny and a total natural in front of the camera. I understand how you felt after the whole Erik situation and also the Jie-hair cut. None of that was your fault and I would have felt equally upset at being given a totally new look that wasn't "me". You are a beautiful, smart, savvy girl and I really hope that you get voted back on and are given a second chance. I am sorry but Erik is just so GEN-Erik and Nikki is BORING. We need someone spunky like either you or Sean or someone sweet like Tim or serious like Frank...dang, the Loser Lofters are just so much more cooler than the "top 3" (except for Sean)- last night I wished that we could just watch the Loser Loft!

Posted by: Smudgedlipstick at March 28, 2006 10:45 AM

hey casey...don't worry we all see how fake erik is..well at least I do..he reminds me of a sleazy car salesman when he is speaking on camera...if he got the job as VJ I personally wouldn't be able to stand watching him!

Posted by: domski at March 28, 2006 12:00 PM

i feel so awful for you. you started out so well and i think if your hair remained the same you could have been the best vj for sure. im probably gonna vote for tim because hes done well. but at the same time i defnitly think you deserve another chance. so you would be my second choice and if you win i will be happy for you.

Posted by: ryan at March 28, 2006 12:05 PM

you're the most digusting person on this show. you're so fake, and you talk about EVERYONE. you were friends with sean, and now you're saying shit about him? all because you claim you want this job. if i ever met you i'd kick you in the face. and can you ever stop complaining about your fucking hair? it looked like shit to begin with, the haircut didnt really change that. you're ugly and disgusting no matter what, your hair doesnt make a difference. you're a waste of space and you wont get voted back in. you dont have that big of a fan base, considering the only people voting for you are your friends(i wonder how you have friends, because you say shit about them behind their backs)and family.

Posted by: 123 at March 28, 2006 12:44 PM

You are such a whining baby, grow up, and fix that mallet on your head it's appalling. Go to a hair salon PLEEEEASSSSSSEEE!

Posted by: caramel butterscotch at March 28, 2006 12:54 PM

read your own blogs.
negative, negative, negative.
you have no chance at this.
you let a bad haircut change your entire personality???
all you do is bitch and whine about others.
you are toast.

Posted by: redneckmofo at March 28, 2006 01:03 PM

Some friend you are. I thought you were supposed to be friends with Sean and Nikki. You go on to say how nobody else is being bitter and backstabbing and then I read this blog and what are you doing? You totally contradicted yourself! I realize that they edit the crap out of this show but you need to grow up. I know you're home right now reading this and I hope you know that you're just a bitter bitch. I hope to God you don't get voted back on. Good riddance to Larissa AND you!

Posted by: Amy at March 28, 2006 01:55 PM

You are the least likable person in the contest. It is evident to any one with real life experience that you are a sore loser. Without a doubt you will be embarassed when you finally open your eyes to realize what a poor job you actually have done.

Grow up.

Posted by: Melanie at March 28, 2006 02:18 PM

I agree with everyone who's sick of you're ranting and raving! You're so bitchy and immature. PLEASE .... NOBODY VOTE FOR CASEY-JO!!!!

Posted by: ~treens~ at March 28, 2006 03:04 PM

what the frig melanie and treens. like i could go on talking about how stupid it is that you are insulting someone you don't know but i wont. okay maybe a bit. HOW CAN YOU DISS SOMEONE WITHOUT KNOWING THEM. grow the eff up.
and treens...lucky you..i voted casey.<3
oxox jd

Posted by: eyeheartsean at March 28, 2006 04:05 PM

Oh o.s not just melanie and treens...all of you other freaks who are dissing the competitors especially casey for some BS reason you made up?
...and you say casey's immature. pffffffffffft.
I <3 CASEy!

Posted by: eyeheartsean at March 28, 2006 04:08 PM

Wow, what's the point of insulting someone so harshly who you do not even know? (I am presuming that you don't know Casey Jo and that she has never done anything to any of you personally). I don't know her either but I thought she did a pretty good job on the VJ search and still has a chance of being brought back (I think it's going to be between her and Tim). If someone cut my hair in a mullet I wouldn't be too happy either and I'm sure that most people would be just as p*ssed as CJ was. All I'm saying is, how would you feel to read such horrible entries on your blog? I don't think you guys are being very fair to Casey-Jo.
(As an aside, I think she is totally rocking her new wig- she looks beautiful!)

Posted by: Smudgedlipstick at March 28, 2006 04:35 PM

cool i live in mississauga is the loser loft in mississauga?

Posted by: ryan at March 28, 2006 04:53 PM

dude
i didnt even read most of these comments on this page cause they were ridiculous. i hope you dont let those go to your heart casey jo. look. i know its gotta be hard. reality tv show, away from victoria, yikes. your whole world is gone and now you are just..i dunno. its hard to imagine. i admire your honesty and your fearlessness to just let loose and write what you want to write. i voted for you, but a part of me didnt want to, cause it sounds like you really just want to come home. i support you till the end with whatever you end up doing. i live in victoria as well, i look foward to seeing you back on victoria soil.
good luck, stay strong! you're amazing

-stefanie

Posted by: stefanie43 at March 28, 2006 09:38 PM

TWO WORDS FOR YOU: CALM DOWN!

Erik is going to win it ALL... you knew your time was going to be up soon... you just weren't as good as all the others...

So stop bitching and being all EMO! by the way your new hair but was WAY better than your old one SO there was no need to be sad...

GO ERIK!!

Posted by: GOLEAFSGO at March 28, 2006 10:41 PM

You are the best, as I mentioned before.
(The marriage proposal - from another blog - still stands!!!)

I voted for you, there is no one else (although Tim is a close second)

You said that being nice was a mistake on your part. NOT TRUE. Be nice no matter what, show your the better person and then don't be self righteous about it.

You are tyhe best person for the job! Funny , enegetic, witty, not afraid to make fun of yourself. You're hot too!!!

You go girl, I'm all for you all the way.

- Never above you, never below you, always beside you

- PEACE!

Posted by: HardcoreCanadian at March 28, 2006 11:51 PM

Ahhh Casey-Jo...

I'm pretty sure that even after you shook off your bad attitude and finally blew your nose and stopped pouting you'd still be a lame VJ. I'm generally not one criticse so I will try to be constructive, your 21 grow up and take responsibility for your actions. Stop blaming Eric, or your horrible hair cut, or the fact the 'reality show changed you'. You shouldn't be voted back on and if you, or anyone else, thinks otherwise re-watch the Molly Sims interview... almost as bad as your hair cut!

Posted by: kris at March 29, 2006 12:18 AM

Miss Casey-Jo,
I definitely feel that you have been shafted on the show...first stuck in close quarters with an IDIOT like Erik, then they force you to cut your hair, and then you get the boot. I have to say that I have voted for you to be put back on the air, because I truly think you desrve it. You have done a great job, and no matter what anybody else says here, I apreciate that you are a real person with real emotions, and are not afraid to show them!!! You ROCK Girlie!

-Sacha

Posted by: sacha at March 29, 2006 01:20 PM

To all those talking shit about Casey Jo, watch your fuckin mouths. Keep it respectful. A lot of people on here say mean things and make cheap shots and stupid jokes. It's easy to talk shit while hiding behind the anonymity of cyberspace, but ask yourself...would you say what you say on here to the person's face? And if not, then you're just a shit talking coward. Think about that next time before you go to say something hurtful, you fuckin dinks.

I don't have time to go after everyone personally, but "kris" that hair cut crack was weak and that was ONE interview!

Don't all you shit talkers have anything better to do?

Best of luck, Casey Jo. I voted for you. You'd make the wickedest VJ. In fact, you'd be better than anyone Much has already got!

Best wishes to you

Dyll

Posted by: Dyll at March 30, 2006 03:25 AM

I guess Dyll 1 positive has made all the negatives on this post lighter for Casey.

To be honest, I felt neutral about you in the running to begin with and had no negatives about you. But that hair cut just opened a whole can of ugly. It got uglier when you opened your mouth. I cant believe you would let a hair style ruin your perception in EVERYTHING. Yes, you expressed that it does affect your feelings and it is a big deal, but there are other people out there who has a much worse situation than you... A street kid w/o a home would kill for your hair style even though it aint their style but just to experience that change would be rewarding for them. You are negative and you should get off your self pitty ride.

Posted by: dancingsmiles at March 30, 2006 05:34 AM

hay casey jo

i just want you to know...THEY SHOULD PUT U BACK ON THE SHOW!! You were true..You got along with everyone..you have unique style and your not a bitch like eric. lol. i totally agree with everything your saying about him... he thinks he SOMEBODY.. rock star my ass.. I think the people of Canada have seen that. Even if you don't get back on the show and win it. You still have lots of opportunities ahead of you. Either way one thing you can be happy for..is eric is gonna lose..at least he better or i'm gonna be pissed and I'm sure a lot of other people would be too.. If you don't get back on I think nikki should win.. but those are my thoughts and eric sucks balls

Posted by: Ericneedshelp..LuvuCaseyJo at March 30, 2006 10:31 AM

I think one of Casey-Jo's biggest quality's that has been overlooked this whole time is that she doesn't want this job to become famous. Thaty is key.

People like Erik want to be famous and want everyone to love him. Everyone loves Casey-Jo because she is not like that, and mix that with her enthuasiam, witty personality, and good looks; that's why she is going to win!!!

Go Casey-Jo Go!!!!!!!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Posted by: HardcoreCanadian at March 30, 2006 04:37 PM

i honestly thought that you were the best and thats why i voted for u i will be at much on april 3 and i hope u do get back on the air. u are fully qualified for this job and i hope u really do get in. so ya keep standing up for what u believe in and dont give in to anything. at least u stayed true to urself. GO CASEY-JO

Posted by: coreyd85 at April 1, 2006 11:55 AM

ahh, i'm so upset. i didnt ge to vote. i'm such a dufus. i dont have the much music channel, so i always watch the shows wayyyyy too late. casey jo, you most certianly would have had my vote. you are the top of my top three favorites. you remind me of my sister actaully. lol.
i really really really hope you get voted back on.. lol but because i have such pre-historic tv service, i probaly wont find out untill next week. haha.
ok, good luck. and even if you dont get back on, you are still my favorite. and i'm sure you'll go far in life whatever you choose to do.
k,
ta,
Neala

Posted by: Neala at April 3, 2006 11:52 AM

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