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Oh, When Will We Ever Learn?

Casey-Jo - Episode7

Last night, while everyone else went out to dinner and club it up, Tim and I stayed in to read the bible. Haha. As funny as that may sound to a lot of you (myself included), it was interesting and I enjoyed it. I'm not religious but I find it fascinating and I really feel that I could use something to keep me going for the moment. Tim said it as his own personal choice to become Christian and it helped him through his dark times (oh us poor emo kids).

I just want to get more information on everything because I feel like it contradicts itself a lot. I hope to change my misinformed opinion about everything to do with religion. Anyways, I know faith is a really touchy subject and it's probably not in my best interest to talk about it, but the main point I'm trying to make is that I really felt a lot better.

The past few years have been a really hard ride for me: Another reason we stayed in was because I've been sick for a few days. I have a stomach ulcer and many other stomach issues and heath problems that I can't be bothered to get into, and I really wanted to see a doctor but didn't at the same time. It's really frustrating for me. After I felt better, we shared a plate of cheap nachos and veggies and dip and ordered chocolate ice cream sundaes and laughed and I got to know Tim better.

I'm really glad I did because I had the wrong idea about him before. Previously I had said that he seemed like a puppy dog and I fully take that back. The impression I got last night is that he's ALMOST the male version of me: Canada, look out! We talked about everyone we missed and loved, we talked about the show (of course), and we talked about music. We both wished we could go bowling or something fun because we aren't really into the bar scene, plus we wanted to get a good night's sleep since we're all basically running on empty.

Today we're meeting Theory of a Deadman and they'll pick which design they liked best. I think another part of our challenge will be to sell our t shirts at their show tonight and see which design sells the most...who knows. Yesterday I decided that I will only be positive, optimistic, and have some sort of self esteem. I realized that I was getting really too negative and pissy and too hard on myself and I had to take a step back and look at my new bad attitude and how I was really starting to act. Let's face it; does Canada really want a pessimistic grouch as their next VJ? Haha.

So here's to the new and improved Loos, I'm still sarcastic as ever, but I'll promise to be more confident and positive and goofy and hopeful and cheery. I've been here over three weeks now, and apparently filming could only continue on for another two weeks if that still involves me. I keep telling myself it'll be over soon (or just beginning!? Haha).

One thing that I have to say: If Frank or Erik wins this competition, I'm sorry, I will permanently cancel my subscription to MuchMusic. Now go listen to some music kiddies, whatever your personal preference, and wave your hands in the air like you just don't care! Cheers!! I miss you. <34567

Comments

Oh Casey, Everyone misses you too, wait, no, your home so everyone can see you xD

Posted by: Alex at March 15, 2006 12:51 AM

She came, she saw, she left........ We had a great visit, a little rushed but Casey-Jo has things to do and catch up on, so staying focused on the now was on her agenda. Here at Station "CEDR" are hoping to see her at least once more before she heads back to HogTown. All the love and support for Casey here, there and everywhere is so wonderful and I am sure overwellming (sp?) for her but sooooo much appreciated. Regardless of the outcome of this "show", you have all now had an opportunity to meet the Casey-Jo we all know and love. We know that no matter what happens she will always shine!!! Life is good, the company great, but family is the best!!!! My turn to have "SHOUT OUTS", to all my family, friends and others I have not yet met far and wide.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Proud Papa

Posted by: STATION "CEDR" at March 15, 2006 11:25 AM

haha casey-jo i gotta say i love you but not as much as tim =). Your still awesome and you know what? I dont know why you were so upset about your hair i think you look beautiful either way =). anywho...just try to be more, sweet i guess i dunno lol bye!

Posted by: Tim_rox_my_sox!! at March 15, 2006 04:21 PM

You're doing a great job. I feel like every episode you become more and more perfect for the new VJ spot. I know there will probably be 2, (girl & guy?) so I hope it's you and Tim. You guys work well and I think it'd be the best option for MM.
See you around Toronto ('cause you know you're moving here when you win, girlie!)
Much love,

Christella

Posted by: christella at March 15, 2006 05:29 PM

Casey-Jo, Casey-Jo, Casey-Jo...
What can I say?
I really really hope you win this. You just seem so...rad! I'm majorly jealous that you said you've been to the Warped Tour, that is only the coolest thing I can think of beside maybe Taste of Chaos.
I am definatly hoping that you win, you have all my support.
Your adorably rad (Even with your new hair :)), and I hope to see that you're the new VJ.

Rock on.
-Jessixo

Posted by: x____Jessi at March 15, 2006 06:55 PM

seriously, the only people I can imagine hosting MuchOnDemand (or any MuchMusic show for that matter) is either you or Tim. Really, I don't think the others will be able to cut it. That being said, do better this coming week. Don't screw up and you'll get it. Good luck!

jas
P.S. i love-D your hair... before Jie completely messed it up.

Posted by: jasmine at March 15, 2006 07:36 PM

Awww..
Yeah Tim Gawsh hes So cute,
Its kinda wierd reading these things cause'
Its nothing like on T.v,
Well Anyway.
I think everyone is doing good (cept Erik)
bahaha. anyway good luck
bye ox.

Posted by: Irena at March 15, 2006 10:27 PM

Hey Casey-jo, I just wanna say i think ur rad, that eric guy doesnt have nething on you, You just need to NOT be afraid to exhibit your interestingly unique personality...Your'e a gem! I really wanna see you win this thing...i'm in a band and we aspire to be on Much someday, it would be awsome if you were the one interviewing us! P.s ....you're beautiful....P.p.s, i left my email, emailing me wouldnt be a waste of time. Shawn Martins

Posted by: AjaxRockCity at March 16, 2006 02:33 AM

sorry this is Shawns email....not irena's lol....vegetto_2003@hotmail.com

Posted by: AjaxRockCity at March 16, 2006 02:34 AM

YOU ROCK MY SOCKS LIKE OMG!!

your HAWT whooot. heck yes ERIK IS A DOUCHE BAG.. BAG OF DOUCHE

either or same thing it all adds up.. DOUCHE HE IS and he isnt nothing, cept fake right? yehhh.... wait no ERIK IS DELICIOUS !! yum yum.. excuse me i just barfed in my mouth
not the point, point is you better win or I WILL ALSO CANCELL MY SUBSCRIPTION TO MUCH MUSIC!

yay !!

hows that traci melwhore!
ps hunny.. EASY ON THE BOTOX !!

Posted by: loosifer at March 16, 2006 03:55 AM

you had my vote. had. but then why did you have to get all shady?. first of all - you're so contradicting your self back&forth! you talk shxt about erik but then you post pics of you kissing him? hmm...two faced? & you used to be cool. idk what happened ... & what made you think you had the right to cut Tim up? Frankly, you're making yourself look like a bitch, which isn't you. SHOW THE REAL YOU :) the one everyone loves :) <3
mare-ee

Posted by: MARE - EE at March 17, 2006 08:41 PM

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